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#4822
Posted 05 January 2007 - 4:43 PM
Jeanie Escribi�:
Oh no no no i'm allright believe me , being comedown is only part of me feeling fucked up ;) I feel allright i just felt like i needed to complain - i always feel better when i complain :P
I'm just , i dunno , a bit scared i guess.
Venting is always (well....sometimes) good!!!! :D
It's okay....we still love you!!!
I think it's good to be scared but to be optimistic at the same time.....it may not how your feeling but aim for it.
'flu' pills like the one whirly showed......yah I hate them cause they just make me more sick....
the vitamin C I'm taking lately is just making my throat worse. plus it sucks that I bought the non-chewable kind.
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#4828
Posted 05 January 2007 - 11:20 PM
Jeanie Escribi�:
Oh no no no i'm allright believe me , being comedown is only part of me feeling fucked up ;) I feel allright i just felt like i needed to complain - i always feel better when i complain :P
I'm just , i dunno , a bit scared i guess.
Hey Jeanie, don't worry, it's okay to get scared sometimes. This unexpected feelings that get a hang of us occasionally is what makes life so thrilling. From what I've noticed by your posts on this board, you're a very focused and determined person. I have 100% faith that you will manage to get everything right, and with a big cheerful smile on your face. ;-)
By the way, I saw some pics of NYE, and I really think you're hair was amazing there (I remember you saying some time ago aout a bad haircut).
#4831
Posted 06 January 2007 - 6:11 AM
Jeanie Escribi�:
being in that fucked up "what the hell am i gonna do with my life " stage. It sucks and i feel a bit empty inside at the moment - nothing can really cheer me up besides looking at the NYE pics. I dont really feel like i have anything to look forward to , i mean yeah Ozzie is wicked but i', scared cause for the first time in my life i have to work 6 days a week in order to make some sort of a living.....
As shitty as it feels at the time, some of my best times of reflection and self-evaluation have been on 'Blue Mondays' and later on in the shitty week that follows.
While getting down on things is part of the game, it's also a great opportunity to really think things through and try to come up with solutions. When your brain chemistry gets back on track, you're already halfway to answering your questions.
These last few days I've really valued mornings. I hate getting out of bed almost more than anything, but the drive/walk to work/school in the cool (but unseasonally warm for our standards here) has provoked some amazing moments of reflection. I nearly cried while listening to 'Let Down' by Radiohead the other day right before pulling into the parking lot at work, then went on to have a great day and night.
Sometimes it takes a bitter piss to put the spice in victory. :D
#4835
Posted 09 January 2007 - 2:29 PM
I thought my cold was bad last week. Last week it was tired and sore throat. the sore throats' gone but now I'm sneezing and coughing most of the day and I can't afford to miss work right now, need the cash, need the training, need the three weeks vacation in the summer.
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#4837
Posted 09 January 2007 - 3:44 PM
Jeanie Escribi�:
Its so weird - EVERYBODY has a cold - seriously EVERYBODY!
Somethings going on....Hmz..... :?
Well, is it culpable to say: i don't? I'm pretty fine at moment although i've got to combat tiredness all day . . .
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#4838
Posted 09 January 2007 - 4:08 PM
now I'm wondering....can a cold spread over the internet......lol
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