Enough beers that I'm feeling happy. Rolling a spliff as we speak. May be back here later.

Hey DV, was that you callin at 12:30 in the morning on a weeknight?

please, don't do that.

I'm cooked. Couple hours in the sun with a book, a spliff and a few king cans of Warsteiner with lime (a highly recommended combo by the by!) and I'm cached. Chilling and listening to reggae. Nice.

White rum + club soda + lime is passable in an emergency, I've just found out. The emergency being I feel more sober than I should be.

More booze, stat!!

I miss my old house. I was two doors down from the liqor store.

I think this triple and maybe one more on top of the beers I've had should be sufficient to hold me over until my buddy gets off work and we can go out to the pub.

I'm so gonna damage myself when my son goes away.

I'm jealous. I wanted to wait until next month to drop again but I'm going to my favourite local Saturday night club for the first time in months and I might look into it... Hmmmmmm........

Time for another drink, I think. I haven't really given it with the booze for a couple weeks but tonight's looking good. Well, last night too, I guess, but that was more because I didn't eat much.

I've got two liquor stores w/in a 10 minute rollerblade or 3 minute drive of my house. It's convenient. No good clubs or bars though, since I live in one of the most boring suburban areas around. Only excitement is through auto theft.

I woke up and it was 3:49 AM. I thought it was 3:49 PM and I'd skippped half a day. Still a bit buzzed. Now it's time for bed. I put a very large dent in that 40 of white rum.

We had a long weekend. It was all good, it's been a busy one. It was my first night in the cocktail bar and I loved every minute of it. Especially when I fucked up a few of the drinks and had to have them myself. Typing aside(it's taken me about 3 minutes to write this), I'm very druink.

Cocktaaaaails !!!

I cannot tell you how much i love a good cocktail.

I'm saving myself - drugwise - till September California trip.

Than i am up for an E Fueled WATN Listening Party.

The only thing that sucks , for me , is that i wish it would be as easy and as cheap to get good stuff as it is here in Holland.

The most expensive beans will cost yah around 7 euro's ( 4.5 pounds or so ) each , and those are the really quality once with almost only MDMA.

In two weeks from now will be Awakenings Festival wich is the biggest E Party there is in Holland basicly. EVERYBODY - EVERYBODY!!! There is fucked. I ordered some party favours for friends of mine but i'm not planing on doing any. I'm wating till Cali! I will be the only one out of 18.000 people who's not fucked tho :lol: And my mate Ed. Whats Mips is gonna do is up to himself :lol:

Very good night out clubbing. Going to roll a tenth letter right away. May be back. Good times. Work in the morning but that doesn't much matter. Shroomed up last night and watched 'Quick and the Dead' and 'Heat' last night while tripping. Great stuff. great night.

Back to Sleep PAralysis -

Here's a 2 min film a colleague of my friend made about sleep paralysis.

This is VERY similar to what happened to me

http://www.youtube.c...h?v=u_ZuwyiGgHM

wow. just wow. i'm in a mess, (like spojngebob, "i'm ready, promotion, i'm r3eadt, rpomotion"). I LOVE SHOROOMXS!!

Sa for sleeep paralysis, i dunno, i'm well wheeeled.

As for pills I love 'em. and

AHAHAHAHA!!! I've just gotten up and this is what was typed on the computer when i came downstairs! I love drunken messages! We had a lock-in last night to celebrate the bumper weekend in the pub and my (kinda)promotion to the cocktail bar! Haven't been so drunk in a long time, excellent!

Great night at the pub last night. Splifftastic. Had a wee pinner an hour ago and I'm chilling to an Erol mix. Nice afternoon after rollerblading an tennis and grocery shopping.

Don't you have a job?

Friday night took a half hit of e to make hanging out with whirly's mom bearable. The big bings is gonna be this weekend. Some random neighbor kid came over last night, said he can get me shrooms. I will believe it when I see it, frankly.

Yeah, I worked tonight. Then I went to my friend Heather's place, polished a quarter bottle of Jack, a few beers, and rocked the pipe while watching a couple movies. Just got home at 4:20 AM. Good stuff. Will sleep soon. Maybe.

well it was my birthday Wednesday. I had a fine time at home where I got well fed and thoroughly fed. Then I promised my mum I'd take it easy for the next few days cos of work etc.

Anyway, that didn't happen.

I got back to town yesterday and spent the whole day lookin at the web and constantly glancing over at the bag of cheecky guys in my living room. So much for taking it easy, I've been taking it E-asy. Sorry bout that pun there.

Anyways I'm well fooked, it's now 9:30 AM here and I've been on the go all night. Gotta stop grinding my teeth and go to bed.

However, before I wander off, my girl and I got ourselves locked out of the house earlire. I relished the challenge so I had to break in to my own house. YAY! Fair play to me though, I have no idea how I did it, but I got up to the first floor(the nearest possible open window) and managed to climb in.

Not such a big deal I know, but what a rush.

Also speaking of rushes, I was nearly ambushed(I say nearly cos i wasn't completely surrounded) earlier on while I was coming back from the shop with ice-cream while on the way up. It was four on one so I legged it, but by the time I got to where I was going I was wrecked(quarter mile in about a minute). But the half-hour afterward was brilliant! My blood was pumping and things were goin where they should. Solid night. Nice.