I'm taking a sorta detox after this weekend I think. My hours are out of whack and I'm skipping too much school (today being an example), so it's back to a student's life for me for the next little bit.



I haven't taken any illegals besides pot since November though. Been contemplating waiting until California to do any, as well, but I do have two hits of acid sitting around and I feel the temptation a couple times a week. Meh, we'll see.

fuck, put the acid in the freezer so it doesn't go bad, and then bring it with you!

I read acid doesn't really go bad. It's stored away in the dark in my room.



I'd thought about bringing it with me, especially since it's probably the easiest drug to hide, but still, the though of going through customs with a top-scheduled drug on me is a little too dodgy I think.

oh jeez man, my SON could hid LSD... there's not a drug dog in the world that's been trained to smell it.



I'll work on it out here.

I need to leave for work in 15 minutes and I'm a bit caked still. I need to straighten up and fly right.

i had half a xanax and a redbull, since work was starting to annoy me, and reviewing my posts about myspace made me realize I needed a scooby snack.

toomuch'stash Escribi�:

i had half a xanax and a redbull, since work was starting to annoy me, and reviewing my posts about myspace made me realize I needed a scooby snack.

X-D

it's gonna be a benzodiazapan weekend.



I just found out that I need to go and rescue my grandmother from her negligent caregivers, and she always travels with copious amounts of pharmaceuticals. She's been hooked on librium and adderol since the early 70s.



I remember many a time as a small child where my grandma would be screaming at my grandfather, 'HONEY! WHERE'S MY PILL? I NEED MY PILL NOOOW!'



it's funny, but I only connected those times to my own ravenous hunger for chemicals about 4 years ago, when my grandfather died. We were all gathered at her house, when my grandma whipped out her stash and started handing them around to the distraught. My sister didn't want one, to which my grandma said, 'it's ok, they're not addictive. I've been taking them for 30 years, and I'm not addicted!'

fuck you all your all fucking dick trees and im NOT letting you pass you chuffssssss }:-@ i dont want to work tomarrow, its my first day and i know im not going to be hungover

toomuch'stash Escribi�:

it's gonna be a benzodiazapan weekend.



I just found out that I need to go and rescue my grandmother from her negligent caregivers, and she always travels with copious amounts of pharmaceuticals. She's been hooked on librium and adderol since the early 70s.



I remember many a time as a small child where my grandma would be screaming at my grandfather, 'HONEY! WHERE'S MY PILL? I NEED MY PILL NOOOW!'



it's funny, but I only connected those times to my own ravenous hunger for chemicals about 4 years ago, when my grandfather died. We were all gathered at her house, when my grandma whipped out her stash and started handing them around to the distraught. My sister didn't want one, to which my grandma said, 'it's ok, they're not addictive. I've been taking them for 30 years, and I'm not addicted!'

Adderall? Dude, that's speed. Score!



Benzos are great. I can't believe it but I'm actually beginning to run low after having nearly 200 between lorazepam and clonazepam. I'm probably down to less than 50.

Went out for ice cream and martinis with a couple girls after work. Now cobbled together a joint with the very last bagscrapings. I am planning on going weed-free for at least two weeks just because.



So, this Pink Floyd is rocking extra sweetly right now.

Dude, call us!

Well , i have some stories to tell!



So , last nite i decided that for my 22nd brirthday i wanted to try something new. I was with a bunch of girls , awesome girls , but they do a lot of coke. Anyway yeah , i did some coke , and than some more.



What i think of it ? Hmmm. Not something i want to repeat very soon.



I just wanted to try it out , and i glad i'm did , BUT , not the drug for me.



I think its very fake. Like , you snif some coke , and than 10 minutes later ( I was VERY drunk to , VERY ) youre talking to total random strangers , holding their hands like its youre last day on earth " I understand you man yeah yeah exactly oh you are so cool! " and hugging and kissing them and half an hour later when it starts to not work anymore i think "What the hell did i do that for ?! I dont even know those people!' Anyway after half an hour i felt sick so i had to take some more. And half an hour later again same thing.



With E for example , u have an actual FEELING , an experience , with coke , i cant put my finger on the feeling , its there , there's a feeling there , but what it feels like.....i wouldn't be able to tell you. I prefer to do drugs really twice a year and to have an experience than this. It was cool to experience . but no. Not the drug for me.



To....fake. Yes. Fake is the word. I made so many new friends yesterday. YEAH RIGHT. But anyway , one has to experience it all i say.

jeanie, this smiley is for you

Um, wicked night. Good, yeah, other than tomorrow (today?) is the first Sunday in a month that I have to work. This sucks since I have to be up in just a few hours. And I will shortly be more messed up than I currently am.

so went out last night to a club and didn't drink or any sort of other stuff was a bit weird at first but still really buzzed especially when they played enjoyed . words can't describe how incredible it was hearing that in a club.

irish fan Escribi�:

so went out last night to a club and didn't drink or any sort of other stuff was a bit weird at first but still really buzzed especially when they played enjoyed . words can't describe how incredible it was hearing that in a club.

It is one of the greatest feelings to hear a Chems song in a club when you're not expecting it! There's something about that moment, that first point of recognition where you think "OH YES!!!" and all of a sudden you're buzzing. I love that.



I heard Enjoyed in a club up in LA which was very strange and exhilarating because I was totally not expecting it. Most of what was being played in the club was trance and some house, but when Enjoyed came on I ran out to the floor and I tugged on stash's arm and excitedly screamed in his ear, "I can't believe it, they're playing Enjoyed. Enjoyed!!!" and he said, "huh? I thought this was Out Of Control". hahahaha.



One of the best moments was when Darkstar was visiting us the summer before last and we went out clubbing and the cute little girlie dj played Galvanize. It was a such a bonding moment. And when the gang was here last year and we heard Galvanize again at the place where we saw Pete Tong. My brother-in-law Eric came to fetch us from the main room and said, "They're playing the Chems in the front room" and we swarmed off the dancefloor like a line of worker ants so we could do the monkey like loons in the front room.



*sigh*

whirlygirl Escribi�:

irish fan Escribi�:

so went out last night to a club and didn't drink or any sort of other stuff was a bit weird at first but still really buzzed especially when they played enjoyed . words can't describe how incredible it was hearing that in a club.

It is one of the greatest feelings to hear a Chems song in a club when you're not expecting it! There's something about that moment, that first point of recognition where you think "OH YES!!!" and all of a sudden you're buzzing. I love that.



I heard Enjoyed in a club up in LA which was very strange and exhilarating because I was totally not expecting it. Most of what was being played in the club was trance and some house, but when Enjoyed came on I ran out to the floor and I tugged on stash's arm and excitedly screamed in his ear, "I can't believe it, they're playing Enjoyed. Enjoyed!!!" and he said, "huh? I thought this was Out Of Control". hahahaha.



One of the best moments was when Darkstar was visiting us the summer before last and we went out clubbing and the cute little girlie dj played Galvanize. It was a such a bonding moment. And when the gang was here last year and we heard Galvanize again at the place where we saw Pete Tong. My brother-in-law Eric came to fetch us from the main room and said, "They're playing the Chems in the front room" and we swarmed off the dancefloor like a line of worker ants so we could do the monkey like loons in the front room.



*sigh*

those moments when you hear the first recognisible notes of chems music are just incredible. last night just hearing the first few beats of enjoyed and then turning around to my friends and them recognising it as well was insane then we started to sing the out of control lyrics over enjoyed. karaoke chemical brothers style

[quote name="whirlygirl"]

irish fan Escribi�:

One of the best moments was when Darkstar was visiting us the summer before last and we went out clubbing and the cute little girlie dj played Galvanize. It was a such a bonding moment. And when the gang was here last year and we heard Galvanize again at the place where we saw Pete Tong. My brother-in-law Eric came to fetch us from the main room and said, "They're playing the Chems in the front room" and we swarmed off the dancefloor like a line of worker ants so we could do the monkey like loons in the front room.



*sigh*

That was cool. Only it was Josh Wink , not Pete Tong ;) X-D

Yeah , we did the monkey to get yourself high X-D

irish fan Escribi�:

whirlygirl Escribi�:

irish fan Escribi�:

so went out last night to a club and didn't drink or any sort of other stuff was a bit weird at first but still really buzzed especially when they played enjoyed . words can't describe how incredible it was hearing that in a club.

It is one of the greatest feelings to hear a Chems song in a club when you're not expecting it! There's something about that moment, that first point of recognition where you think "OH YES!!!" and all of a sudden you're buzzing. I love that.



I heard Enjoyed in a club up in LA which was very strange and exhilarating because I was totally not expecting it. Most of what was being played in the club was trance and some house, but when Enjoyed came on I ran out to the floor and I tugged on stash's arm and excitedly screamed in his ear, "I can't believe it, they're playing Enjoyed. Enjoyed!!!" and he said, "huh? I thought this was Out Of Control". hahahaha.



One of the best moments was when Darkstar was visiting us the summer before last and we went out clubbing and the cute little girlie dj played Galvanize. It was a such a bonding moment. And when the gang was here last year and we heard Galvanize again at the place where we saw Pete Tong. My brother-in-law Eric came to fetch us from the main room and said, "They're playing the Chems in the front room" and we swarmed off the dancefloor like a line of worker ants so we could do the monkey like loons in the front room.



*sigh*

those moments when you hear the first recognisible notes of chems music are just incredible. last night just hearing the first few beats of enjoyed and then turning around to my friends and them recognising it as well was insane then we started to sing the out of control lyrics over enjoyed. karaoke chemical brothers style

I like the chills when you hear it and your whole self resonates with the brothers music and you can feel everything that could happen in the track like it's organic and growing as you hear it, you just scream out with it (like singing the lyrics to OOC) but it's the feeling -- especially when it's a private moment that only you are aware of, where it doesn't matter so much to anybody else around but you feel... so good