you know, I honestly have no desire to ever take E again.



I mean, I'll take some if it's there, but I don't care if I do or not. I've gotten absolutely everything the drug has to offer.



Now, add some mushrooms to that pill, or a hit of acid or three, and that's a completely different story.

toomuch'stash Escribi�:

you know, I honestly have no desire to ever take E again.



I mean, I'll take some if it's there, but I don't care if I do or not. I've gotten absolutely everything the drug has to offer.



Now, add some mushrooms to that pill, or a hit of acid or three, and that's a completely different story.

Doesn't agree with your stomach anyways!



I wish I had hippy-flipped last month when I had the opportunity but the set and setting just weren't right: nobody around me was in the right mood to party. Something for the future.

hahaha, stash and whirly out corrupting the global youth, gotta love the influence!! And I think we've all bared witness to Darkstar's ecstasy honeymoon.



Out of everything I've done, ecstasy was my favorite. I still prefer it to the regular going-out fare. Give that to me over alcohol anytime. But it's a bit rare and occasional thing these days which is just fine. I've been through my ecstasy honeymoon. A couple of times.



I think Darkstar has some words of wisdom when he says that chasing that first high will be time wasted. You never forget your first time - where you were, who you were with, how you felt, all those things - and you walk a dangerous road if you forever aspire to chase that exact high. You become a person who is living only for a moment he/she might never have again... It's sad to see people like that, like these 2 people stash and I used to know who have completely wasted their time, their ability to function in any setting outside of a noisy club - they were chasing a high as if it was something to fill this evergrowing gap in their lives. Personally I have had some incredible times while on the drug, and have had times that were better than my first experience. It really is a matter of who you are with and the state you're in when you jump into the trip.



I like my things in moderation - it's the best of both worlds for me and it works for me. I've always been one to nurse a cocktail or a beer, and the same goes for any other things I've tried.

When I was pushing things on a bit, it wasn't even as though I was trying to recreate my first time. I knew better than that. It was a matter of seeing what this drug was capable of, what I was capable of, and also exploring new ground (new scene, new friends, new school situation, etc.).



The timing was right to push myself out there and I'm so glad I did. But you have to know when to reel yourself back in a bit, before you get into trouble.



You need to be honest with yourself about what you're doing and why, and need to have friends (and family) who care about you enough to set you straight if need be.



Wicked times though. Friends and memories gained. No regrets thus far. (Better to regret things you did than to regret things you didn't do, anyways.)





Now that this thread has gotten mired down in some serious discussion about the nature of getting fucked up, I think it's about high time somebody gets battered and posts gibberish. I'm signing on for a tour of duty tomorrow night. Hopefully someone else from the board will join me on the sacred duty, weeknight be damned. :)

whoa, i quite got a drug debate goin.

my take : i've been around too many people doing cheap off the counter pills, luckily i never got into that. i've done the zepams n stuff once in a while, but just a few times, n they somehow never connected with me. i've lost some really "brilliant' friends to those pills, they'r so fuckin addictive.



x - i've done a few times, n i found it too synthetic - too happy happy, except for one trip where we did two very strong ferraris n got ripped open inside out by norman cook with u've come a long way. n then i almost had a psy trip the same night with mezzanine, that's the only trip i got some respect for e. but that's been years now too.



which brings me to my fav drug : THE sid. THE MAN. n shrooms, i find em almost similiar except i've done shrooms almost always in the crazy green hills, n hence they'r so much more nature for me. i haven't done sid in many yrs now, but it's shown me a lot, n i don't think i won't be doin it again, it's my fav drug.



apart from my real staple fav drug - weed. was a time when i used to do it all day, but then i had to get back to working, and almost gave it up a coupla yrs back, the ocassional weekend reefers are all that exist now. n NOW they BLOW me like never before. had got so used to it, that the once in a while reefer really blows me. it's my fav friend forever.



i honestly also like alcohol for socializing loosening up, but i'd rather have it in the form of some pills if they had the same effect, i really don't like the taste of alcohol either, so it has to be a good cocktail.



dmt is something i'd love to try once, n then decide. funnily, it's eluded me till now.



dhatura - ah, this is something i'd never touch - never ever. my best friend recently got so fucked on it, he was smokin it all the time, n was in a different world for 2 whole months till they put him in rehab, n diagnosed very high schizophrenic tendencies. he's ok now, but he's got the cheap pills problem too.



i'd love to rather weed when alone, but i'm in the middle of a lot of mess emotionally right now, n weed makes me break down, ego flies out, n i just get too emotional, something i don't need right now. what i need is that flight to goa tomorrow morning n lucy.



drugs are bad people. very bad. except a few, which aint really drugs the way the govts painted em. anyone seen this pretty book called spliffs? hehe, fun book. i just got my hands on howard marks' dope stories today! yey! i've read his autobio n love the guy.

Darkstarexodus Escribi�:

Having a good time on most drugs and in most situations is really dependent on the company you keep. If you're with people who are special to you, you'll usually be alright. If the people aren't house, the experience usually won't be either.

The single most important piece of advice in this thread, I feel. Everyone is individual in both their reactions to drugs, and their preferences. But likewise, everyone is dependant on company to make the experience a good one.

JacksRevenge Escribi�:

drugs are bad people. very bad.

I disagree quite a bit. Drugs, for the most part, are neither bad nor good. Drugs can be extremely powerful and enlightening and they can be extremely crushing, but that is dependent on the user. They are not tools to be used lightly.



Be educated, don't use them as crutches, and use them both as teaching tools and as pure hedonistic pleasures. Use them to explore your innerspace, use them to explore the world, and make sure you have a real fucking good time.



It is up to you to do drugs and not to let drugs do you.

Indeed, there is a fine line between doing drugs and letting the drugs do you! I think addiction is very sad, it's sad to see someone going down a road like that.



The only negative experience I've had with drugs would be alcohol. Most other experience has been enjoyable, enlightening, insightful and beautiful in varying shades of mind boggling goodness. I've only felt overwhelmed a small handful of times, but those times were fopr the most part manageable - again the situation was helped by the company I kept at the time. Or at least having enough wits about me to convince myself that the feeling would pass and things will be OK.

Darkstarexodus Escribi�:

JacksRevenge Escribi�:

drugs are bad people. very bad.

I disagree quite a bit. Drugs, for the most part, are neither bad nor good. Drugs can be extremely powerful and enlightening and they can be extremely crushing, but that is dependent on the user. They are not tools to be used lightly.



Be educated, don't use them as crutches, and use them both as teaching tools and as pure hedonistic pleasures. Use them to explore your innerspace, use them to explore the world, and make sure you have a real fucking good time.



It is up to you to do drugs and not to let drugs do you.

fuck i read that stoned on weed n that was so fuckin classiiiiicccc! Yoooo baby!

oops don't tell me u were serious bro!



jokes apart, the bad experiences i've had with psychedelics, have been the so mentioned most educative trips. those the ones i remember most, happy times, we're happy being happy n hence don't stay too much. of course barring those amazin trips anyway. damn, tomorrow night i might have some gel tabs in my hand, some yellow ones. apparently 200micrograms. actually. so i hope have a good one. or whatever. it's been too long n LSDDDDDDDD experience. Bring it on! :)

I don't like the drugs but the drugs like me.

Electrologic again this evening. No doubt after playing I will be returning to this thread at some point. Hopefully not to the same extent as last time though!

just drank 4 beers and a bit of Pinault to see if that makes me forget of the girl I fancy I called her yesterday and a guy picked up the phone, he wasn't happy at all.

So far, that just makes me say byllshit on MSN, and I still can swrite properly in english...

oh and I drank that in about 5 minutes...

Switch to hard liquor! Some absinthe should make all your memories go away!

One Dunk Wonder!!!!!!!



Not thaT drunk this evening. Set went well and venue busy. Mike was dropping it like its hot!

the sad part is now I'm doing massive stinky farts...

I think I'm gonna sleep naked on the sofa, because I feel like it...

Ben_j Escribi�:

the sad part is now I'm doing massive stinky farts...

Oh man, that is sad. There's nothing quite as rank as drunken farts.

haha thats awsome