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An absolutely horrible blue Monday. Been kinda down the last couple weeks and after such a great weekend, today was a reminder that I need to get my head together a lot.



Need to start by getting some sleep... and my serotonin levels back up to normal levels.



Really crappy day, overall. Thank god for friends who listen to whining and bitching.

Damn those depleted serotonin levels!! Nothing like the Blue Mondays or Tuesday Blues to remind you that you're not having as much fun as you were a couple days earlier...



We're here for you, ((( Darkstar ))) !

whirlygirl Escribi�:

Damn those depleted serotonin levels!! Nothing like the Blue Mondays or Tuesday Blues to remind you that you're not having as much fun as you were a couple days earlier...



We're here for you, ((( Darkstar ))) !

Aw..... :-// Thanks!



Just need to get some ambition back into me and straighten out work, school, relationship before they get too off track. Saturday was an outstanding night which only served to highlight how dismal I've felt recently. Being emotionally fragile today certainly didn't help. Complete and utter confusion sucks.

Come and join the I AM MOODY AS FUCK club , Darkie!

* Gives dark a big big big hugg *

Darkstar I bet you knew this all along but it took that come down to bring everything to a head - I feel for you, I've totally been where you are and will probably arrive there again like everyone eventually does in their lives.



Burning the candles at both ends will take its toll eventually. It honestly does sound like you're trying to accomplish too much in a short amount of time. I know you're probably capable of doing it all, but at what cost to you and your relationships and your studies?



I think this trip to the UK is probably what you need right now, even though you sort of pushed fate along with it. I think you know deep down it's sort of like a last hurrah before you really start to buckle down.



These things iron themselves out in time.

dude, for those tuesday blues, eat some ready made tryptohan - pre-loading works well, eat a couplew of these and feel the crabbinesss crab off :)

Ahhhhhhh. 5-HTP.



Nature's healing herb. Or something.



It's a good cure for the blues.

Well, chemically-inflicted blues anyway X-D

I looked for the 5-HTP beforehand, but couldn't find any. I'll definetly have to get some for next time.



Actually, it was a good thing though that I got so messed up the next couple of days. I know better than to trust without reservation any feelings I may have while under the influence of any substances, but some of what happened, placed in contrast with certain parts of my regular life really served as a wake-up call.



I really realized that I'd not been genuinely happy for a little while and that it was time to straighten certain things out. School and work are easy problems to cure and I think I've fixed my attitude towards them. Some other, much much tougher decisions are going to need to be made in the next month or so, but I'm trying to make it work.



At any rate, thanks for the support everyone while I got all emotional! :D

Awww Dark!!! (((( Hugs ))))



I can totally feel what u are saying. been there , done that.

And as cheesy as it may sound , everything will fall into place soon.

And at NYE we are gonna rock the place , and u will realize , all your problems are gone.





Amen.

Now hating :



The fact that if i would have this flu i would go to a three hour show in a venue wich holds 600 people from Underworld.

And my flu is almost gone but after sickness i am always so weak! and i lose weight so easily , so there's basicly nothing left of me.



Argh!



Have fun Jos , have a beer for me!

Now Hating - That the whole time that i was in Paris.. i was sick..and still am :'(

Aww , looks like everybody is sick! But how was paris ?

work



the weather



bah

Jeanie Escribi�:

Aww , looks like everybody is sick! But how was paris ?

Ill put it in the general Bullshit topic.

Sitting up half night studying boring biology... and the fact that we don't have any coffe at home does'nt make it better :(

Asking a fecking telemarketer who rings me up just after tea to send me out some info for broadband deals just to shut her up but the the bitch signs me up instead. Now i'm up for possible cancellation fees. Urge to crush, kill, destroy RISING!!!

Telemarketers are evil. Evil, I say.



I know they are just people trying to make a living and do their jobs, but the act of telemarketing is so invasive.



A number of years ago I worked for a company that sold living trusts. A good portion of the business involved telemarketers cold-calling senior citizens and pitching living trusts and annuities and such. A horrible company that ended up scaring old people out of their money. Needless to say, everything about the business was shady and the company died a horrible and much publicized death.



I learned a few good tactics to use on telemarketers that got them off the phone in a hurry. Like, "Yes... I see you've called me at a terrible time. Can I please have your home phone number so I can ring you up tomorrow evening say, around 11-ish?" or "I'm a bit tied up right now, my husband's been begging for sex for about a week now and I have to tend to him" or stash's favorite, "I'm sorry, she can't come to the phone, she has something large and fleshy lodged in her mouth!" X-D Worked every time. Now in the US we have national do-not-call lists where it's illegal for companies to cold call any number that appears on the lists.

WHAHAHAHHAAHA X-D X-D X-D



I always pas the phone to my mum when they phone up , cause she really goes into this whole discussionm , they she says : So , i dont need product X , and she hangs up the phone X-D



Something large and flashy WHAHAHA!