I agree that coke isn't really anything special. After the great experiences I've had on E, coke isn't anything to write home about, but I also don't have terrible comedowns from it (except for that horrible, horrible time in the departure lounge at LAX... thank god they let me on my flight). Not something I would do very often, but it's a bit fun. I haven't done E in over 7 months now though which is something that surprises me.

Erm. Ask that question to Mips and Darkstar and Marsh :lol:

haha, I dunno how many you drank because I was so wasted that I was dancing while sitting on the floor at The End... apparently....

Oh dear, I put down a 26-ouncer of Jack Daniels last night. It's 3 PM here and I just crawled out of bed and I'm still a bit buzzed. It's going to be a crazy club night tonight, too. Third night in a row gonging it up for me... My body will give out at some point. Especially since I only got 90 minutes sleep the night before last.

I hope my camera and backpack are upstairs because they're not down here. But my foam sword is... Pirate parties rule.

Hahahaha oh Tim! U crack me up :lol:

I really very dearly want to come hang out with you and Mips and the crew again sometime soon. I need to get my finances together and do it (although it feels like I've been saying that forever!).

Yeah i would like to see you also soon! Its been way to long :( One year to be exact :(

Yeah, maybe I'll skip a few days of school and come to Cali in September if I can. It would be really dumb of me, but it wouldn't be the first or dumbest thing I've ever done.

I have discovered that my backpack and camera are not upstairs, they must be at the party still (well, I hope they are!). I also lost five pounds last night from drinking (dehydration) and I don't have any food in the house beside a LOT of tuna that I bought. I think I'm going to go pick up my stuff and get a pizza.

I just went for a walk in the searing heat to reclaim my missing items and grab a pizza and I am still very not sober. My camera is nowhere to be found, but I got my backpack, thankfully.

I checked my phone logs and discovered I called and texted a girl I'm interested in at 4:10 AM. Apparently we pissed off a taxi dispatcher last night. And I think I may either pass out or die any moment now.

I need water and pizza. Stat.

T-minus three hours until drinking commences... If I don't survive, avenge my death.

haha, I just found my camera. It was under my chair. Curiously, the batteries are missing...

Had a very interesting experience last night. I can sort of lucid dream, but they don't last too long after I realise I'm dreaming, so I can usually only do stuff for about a minute or two and then I wake up. So when I realise I'm dreaming, it's like a rush to come up with something cool to do before I wake up.

Anyway, I remember reading about this experiment where you go to a really crowded place and listen to all the conversations going on. Only you listen to the sound as a whole, not the individual conversations. This is supposed to cause your brain to simulate hundreds if not thousands of conversations and voices at once, which sort of overloads it. Only you're not conciously doing it - conciously you're just standing there listening, it's the rest of your brain that's doing all the work. So it's like deep meditation - thinking about everything and nothing at the same time. Apparently you get this big kinda psychedelic euphoric rush, it just feels really good. I can now confirm this, it was pretty intense! I realised I was dreaming, told all the chicks in bikini's to take a hike ;), and opened a door to a big shopping centre full of people. I listened to all their voices at once, and all of a sudden I start feeling really really good, like everything was just awesome (like I've experienced with mushies many times before). My vision goes weird, everyone disappears and this shapeshifting ball of blue light appears and dances around for a few seconds. The volume of everyone's voices gets louder, the feeling gets more intense then I wake up. Fucking cool!

Even cooler, when I woke up and closed my eyes again, I was getting like shapes and symbols moving around in my vision quite psychedelicaly. Then when I got up this morning I felt great, like I'd had a sort of mini trip the night before and I was in the afterglow. Definitely gonna try it again next time I get lucid :D

That sounds cool. I'll have to troll the food court at the mall and try that...

Great night out tonight. Went to a friends for the hockey game, had a minor case of the shakes from last night's overdrinking, finally recovered, went clubbing, enjoyed the voddie-cokes a wee bit, caught a ride to another club, kept a friend (who I have a serious thing for) out of trouble and away from boys we don't know, caught a ride home, now listening to a Tom Middleton mix, eating tuna, have to be up in 4 1/2 hours.

Check Facebook for pics of the carnage.

Will check facebook ;)

Afro - I myself am very intrested in experiences like that. I am reading a book right now. U might not see the immidiate link but it just reminds me of it.

I am very intrested in learning about different ways of life / religions , and right now i am reading a book about buddism. EVERYTHING i believe in - without ever learning about buddism before - is in this book. Its amazing. I am not saying i will turn into a buddist now , but it showed me so many things.

What happened to you is actually not easy to achieve. I am trying to empty my brain for years now but my brian is just to full! Hahaha.

They also say that when you get one of those moments - its like you are in total peace with everything , u just FEEL , and for a split second u understand the whole world. I have this sometimes at random moments - and i do feel that euphoric rush - but it only lasts liie 0.2 second , and than its gone.

Maybe its not totslly relevant to youre story but i think what you experiences is something that u should try to experience more. It really is a form of meditation i think!

I'm behaving myself until glastonbury now. two weeks of sleep deprevation and all round badness on the trot.

I only feel vaguely human now. and I mean vaguely

Afro thats intense. I have little strange experiences on the train home from work...I'm not sleeping but as soon as I close my eyes I start to dream all the voices from the train into something totally different without it being thought in my head previously and me actually thinking that the conscious dream is real. I believe the movement in train if your a tad tried can put you into a sort of trance. I once couldn't stop visualising people blowing up like balloons... it freaked me out... It's a shame though 'cos most of these dreams only go for 10 seconds or so and it leaves my memory in a flash. I don't know if it's the same thing Afro but I find it strange.

One thing thats got me freaked about being buzzed (alcohol or drug wise) is I start to think too much about everything. Why is this like this? Why is this like that? How has the world come together, Why I'm I only the one person my entire life... Blah blah blah...sometimes I seriously have to tell myself to shut up and enjoy the ride. Other times I start to understand the world more like parts of my brain are opening up. I've never had acid but I think I'll either be at complete euphoric bliss or in hell.

besides that my weekend consisted of a bottle of top aussie sparkling and 3 lines of MD... I fell straight to sleep after that as well and woke up to the DO It Again vid on the telly.

http://farm1.static...._c12a8b0606.jpg a very buzzed irish

Hahahahaha Thomas - that is a wicked picture!

Well, it didn't happen again last night. I don't remember any of my dreams, so I probably didn't lucid dream.

Jeanie - Yeah that's pretty much what I read. It was a really blissful feeling that got so intense I just woke up. I'd be hesitant to call it the same thing as what monks strive for a lifetime to achieve, but it felt pretty good! haha

If were a religious person I'd probably be budhist. What's that book called?

Kwiddle - That does sound pretty weird hey. I get the same thing just before I fall asleep sometimes. And I dunno if this happens to anyone else, but sometimes I hear random words or phrases right before I fall asleep. Only happens very occasionally though if I'm really tired but can't fall asleep.

Afro - the book is called "Budism for everyday life" , written bij Jeffrey Hopkins and the Dalai Lama. Its really intresting. There are def things in this book that i want to use in my life.

And Kwiddle, i know what youre saying girl! I never tried acid , and me to i could either be in heaven or in hell. My mind makes over-hours when i am buzzed or drunk - and i think Acid could make me crazy!

make you crazy?

Hahahaha Matt , i am such a normal relaxed girl! U know ;)

Nah i just think it would be to intens for me. My life is one big trip already :lol: Not from drugs or whatever just from myself.