Pfff.

At the moment even the thought of drugs makes me sick. I didnt even take that much in my live, i'm quite carefull, i'm more the 'occasional' raver. But how i feel now having fever and all, thinking about being high makes me feel very uncomfortable.

The thought of ecstasy on a weeknight makes me ill. Same goes for most anything that alters my conscious state. Then again, I stay away from so much as a drop of booze on weekdays. Far too much shit to do...

my fricken guy called me on MONDAY night and asked if I wanted to party.

I was like, uhm.... no, but thanks for asking.

It's a wednesday...it's now 7pm. I'm going for a meal with people from work at 8 so I'm gonna grab a quick shower, get dressed and head out for a nice quiet meal followed by a lot of alcohol and the possiblility of other messiness. Roll on the messiness!!!! Will update when I get home! G'Luck!

wow, so Darkie is a proper junkie now then?

nah, he's just really into his lab assignments for his pharmacology major

Meh. I handle all my responsibilities. Hardly ever feel strung out. If I did, I'd stop. Slowing it down a bit anyways right for the sake of the bank account. And midterms and assignments are starting right away so I don't have as much time to party.

Only had one class today, so I got to come home and nap the afternoon away to recharge.

new rule: You're not allowed to do drugs without me.

MOVE NOW GODDAMNIT!

Ummmm.... with all the money I've spent on drugs and booze I think you're better off moving here.... (And I've got all the hookups here... my god Jim, this would be like a paradise for you, weather excepted!!!!)

(Disclaimer: I've pretty much partied the last three months for free due to re-couping costs.... But that's come to an end since I don't want to take chances.)

Tonight, since I had nothing on me (well, no coke, I had lots of really good E but I'm saving it right now since I don't think I have any serotonin left...) I went to school and studied until midnight just for something to do. Then I had a triple paralyzer and some gravol when I got home to counter the venti iced mocha latte I had at school around 11 PM. I'm currently studying sleep disorders. I could write the manual on those, truth be told. Meh.

Tim,

Please dont forget that it's not your body you have to experiment with. You only have one, don't use yourself as a testing animal.

Not to get all motherly on you, but if i would put the same stuff in my body i would be dead by now man.

But i know your wise enough to know those things.

xx

I appreciate the concern, Jeanie. I listen to my body. When it says take a break, I take a break. Strangely, it doesn't say that very often. But when it does, I listen.

:lol:

Okay! I trust you ;-)

Darkstarexodus said :

"ended up at a gay bar (I should've known it was a gay bar by the fact they advertised they play house and electro... grrrrrr....) ... and then leaving with a girl inside ten minutes.... and then after making out with her in a car... ended up at a house party at her boyfriend's place.... hahaha.... so, yeah, Absinthe FTW!"

i can't believe this. is this thing happened for real ?????? if so i'm glad that her boyfriend hadn't "made out" with you :=))))

Her boyfriend wasn't at the club, he was partying at his house. I tried convincing her to come back to my hotel instead which is when I found out about the boyfriend ("I'd really like to come back with you but I kinda have to go to the party because it's at my boyfriend's house...." "Can I still come?"). hahaha

so u really went to her boyfriend's party at her boyfriend's house with HER. right ?????? ahahahah. you should have said "hi" or smthng or be nice to her boyfriend. ni-ho-ha.

Yeah, well she said I could come along so long as I didn't get her in trouble (ie. keep my mouth shut). Her boyfriend was really nice, gave me a couple beers, really nice guy. So were the rest of her friends. Made me feel really welcome.

WOW! i don't believe this. ahaah.

what happened then ? ( btw the reason i don't like this new forum is that it is P.M.less ) did u kiss her goodnight at the end ???? :=) in front of her boyfriend ???? :=)))))

Murphed to hell for the first time. On good molly, luckily, but I'm not entirely amazed just yet. I'd honestly normally be bumping this thread everyday were it not for parental keyloggers on my machine, but yeah, I'm at a friend's now and it feels nice to be able to bump buzzed posting again.

No, god, no! I told her I wouldn't get her in trouble! Was just a random bar hookup. She was really nice though, and quite pretty.

I tried to see if any of her attractive friends were available (they weren't), so I just hung out and drank with everyone, trading my smokes for their beers, got a little stoned. I asked her if she knew any hookups for coke or E and she said she was actually working on getting some coke. Eventually I was too tired and too drunk so I used some judgement and caught a cab back to my hotel.

To be honest, it's probably best we went to the party instead of back to my hotel, as I was so drunk from the absinthe I probably would have passed out or puked during sex.

D_V: I love how "murphed" has caught on as a slang term! It's a great word! I'm staying in tonight to study, unfortunately. I could've gone out tonight but I procrastinated all evening and have accomplished little. I might murph in a couple hours and throw on a movie, we'll see. I'm trying to clean up my act a bit for a week or so because school is busy, but I don't have to be up early tomorrow so I figure staying in and murphing is at least better than going out and being up all night.

well so u and the girl like best girlfriends for the night i guess.

anyway i really don't like this one night stand relations i tried once we almost would have sex u know but i realized i'll have no respect for myself and for the girl afterwards so i didn't. now i'm glad i didn't .

and i realize now if u have one night relation with a girl then u become not her boyfriend but kinda her girlfriend u know. it's like u become "soft" instead of becoming man. it's like in the song : " i think you'r going soft........(Life is sweet)" having one night relation is like : "masturbating" i think . it just makes u "soft" .

so it's best to engage or get married u know. but to do that u have to have $£$£$£€€€£$£$£€$£€£ ....

another solution is that u have your testis removed but i don't recommend that :=))))))))))