Posted 24 May 2005 - 5:42 AM
The song Hold Tight London has become very personal, it's become part of a memory from over ten years ago.
On Christmas Eve 1994, 'stash and I hopped into the backseat of his sister's Toyota Tercel and drove across the chilly desert to Las Vegas in the dead of night. Soon to be mother and sister-in-law along for the fuckwitted adventure, which I'll spare the details of.
We arrive in glittery, neon lit Las Vegas around 4 in the morning and every hotel on the strip is booked solid. We continue driving around looking for any place to stay as the sun begins to wash over Vegas - exposing the city for what it is - gritty, grimey, smog laden, and ugly. That time when the vampiric city sleeps before it wakes up at nightfall and bathed once again in neon camoflauge.
Eventually, we find one room available at the La Concha hotel. We were downright exhausted - too tired to turn back, and far too tired to get married if we wanted to remember any of it.
We check into the hotel and it's hideous. At the time it was under renovations, but the part we stayed in still had the frayed red carpet lining the hallways, paintings of conquistadors on the walls, and mirrors on the ceilings. And the old musty hotel smell, the kind of smell that says the walls have a million stories to tell if only walls could talk.
We get inside our room... Sleep deprived and relatively doped on vicodin (long story short, 'stash had surgery not too long before) we hopped in the shower and collapsed on the bed which at the time, was the most comfortable bed in the world.
And the way we lay there in each other's arms, the inside of the room and the grimey morning bustle of the city just seemed to melt away - nothing else existed or mattered. No past, no future - just the present moment of holding each other as we drifted off to sleep. It was at that moment we held each other tightly that I knew I wanted nothing more in the world than to be in that moment, it was where I wanted to be...
And that's what Hold Tight London reminds me of.
be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle