very constructive...
i remember when i yearned to make music like the chemical brothers and all i could ever think of was how the fuck does it work? how do they do it? i MUST figure this out, so i can do it too. i want to make someone feel the way i feel right now from hearing this music. BUT HOWWWWWWWWWWW!?!?!?!?!
all i can suggest as a start is looking into software like:
Ableton Live
FL Studio
and maybe as a REAL easy introduction:
Acid Pro
read the help files, look up tutorials on youtube. read and read and practice with the tools until you understand what you are doing.
eventually you will realise you understand things you could never comprehend, and a yearning to learn about something else will take over. and on and on, but i remember how hard it was to initiate how to begin to even comprehend how to START making electronic music at such a young age.
i hope this helps a little, if not sorry.