What is that dude doing in the beginning of that 50ct vid , the love it or hate it song , that dude clapping in his hands ? Is that the way you call birds or something ?



Ah well...tomorrow another DnB party but the first one without my friend :'( And there's all this stuff going on with my little nephew from 5. Well it's a long story but if anyone's intrested.



My nephew is half Dutch half Nigerian. When he was several months old they discovered he had Aids , and his dad has HIV. Thet got it from the mom. The little boy now has HIV with an Aids indication , wich means he had aids and can get it back. So , we don't know how old he will be...and to celebrate his 5th birthday we ( He , his name is Marco , his grandma , my mom , my aunt , my cousin and me ) go to disneyland in Paris. But...we're not sure if he's aloud to come.



See , Marco had a Nigerian identity , because his Mom had false papers. So for the law he was Nigerian. But when they discoverd this papers where false , he wasn't Nigerian , but he also wasn't Dutch...he didn't belong to any country. But in the Rights of the Child is says every child has right for a name and a country , so they gave him Nigerian identity anyway.



Well , his mom is...well , let's say , fucked in the head. Okay , maybe she really didn't know she had HIV , possible. But , well , let's say i have reason to say she's fucked in the head.....She's in a mental hospital now. well , he couldn't stay with his mom and the law didn't alow him to live with his dad ( he's very good for Marco tough ) So his grandma took care of him. When they wanted his dad to be the offcial parent...something happend. The law changed. It says now that you have to took care 3 years of the kid and THAN he's official your kid , and in Marco's case , offcialy Dutch. And...the judge said that his dad could take care of the kid two weeks after this law his changed.



So , long story short , Marco has no passport so can't leave the country. His grandma and dad did everything , she even wrote a letter to the queen and she actually read it , and thats why we have good hope he gets a Les Passe ( if that's what it's called ) so that he can go to Disneyland with us. But how fucked up is the law...i live in a fucked up country man.



Well , thnx for anyone who bothered to read it ;) It's kinda hard to explain cause english isn't my first language.Just have to get it off the chest. It's making me so sad , this little amazing boy didn't ask for all this shit.



I just hope he can go to Disneyland with us to celebrate his fifht birthday...!!!

It's a shame a little kid like him got into that shit, as you said he did'nt ask for it... Laws can be extremly silly sometimes.

I'm also feeling kinda lonely right now... Most of my friends living here are chillin together, but they did'nt call me because i said they could'nt come to a party that i was going to... The party was only for me and my classmates so i said to my other friends living here they could'nt come and that it was'nt my party anyway so there was nothing i could do about it, so now their pissed at me for that... And the party has been canncelled, and i'm left alone :(



Fuck i can't wait to get out of this shithole, i live in a really small village outside town, it has only like 500 households or something... So everytime somethings happening everyones gotta know where and when... It's so troublesome :(



I really need a girl, you might say a relationship at my age does'nt mean anything but i really want someone to share your thoughts with... But on the other hand i got this forum... I'm sorry if you got bored of my long and unintresting post, but i just feel like whining tonight...

Aaaaah egil !!! Your post isn't unintresting...i get what u feel man. I lost so many friends since i started modelling. Some of them where jalous , some of them said " well , she's a model now , she'll be arrogant " and with others i just lost contact. I have many friends but loads of them live in other country's. The friends and mate's i have here , well it's not like i see them everyday so on nights like this i'm feelling miserable sometimes.



I don't know what this has to do with your post , but i know how it feels to sit alone friday evening. It's like , i have loads of friends really , but sometimes they are just all busy or gone or with their girl or boyfriends...Ah yes. Brings us to that subject. Boyfriends. Girlfriends. I'm lucky i have my ex boyfriend as my best friend. He knows me better than anybody , and he's the one i share all my toughts and feelings with. But if i hugg him i know he'll go to his new girlfriend after. And altough i know he'll never feel for her what he feels for me , i want somebody to hold at night in bed to you know. I'm just a 20 year old girl with feelins and hormones to wheeeeeh :'( Yeah egil...i feel the pain.Fancy on joining our " Im single" club ? ;)



Yeah Jeanie's mind and hart is in the gutter again.

I should really stop posting personal things

<------ The worlds smallest violin playing the worlds saddest song for the gorgeous dutch girl who's all lonesome....



fucks sake Jeanie, you're 20, you're hot, you're free, don't sit by yourself, there's a giant fricken world out there that's yours for the taking.

Hahaha.

If only things where so easy man ;-)

BUT TOMORROW IT'S PARTY TIME!



Come to Amsterdam Egil , and we'll be alone togheter !! Jeeeej !!

Thanks for the replies it cheered me up quite a bit :)



Good luck on the party tomorrow then, hope you find a nice guy ;-)

Oow how i wish someone could invent the teleporter soon... :D

Listen kids, nobody needs to apologize for posting long messages especially in the bullshit thread. ;) I mean, if I had a dime for every overly wordy blabbing post I've made so far... X-D



Anyway, Jeanie, I know it took a lot for you to write about your nephew, poor little guy. 5 is such a beautiful age, the world is still so new through those eyes. Even if he can't go to Disneyland this weekend, at least he knows he's got all the love in the world from his family on his birthday. Kids remember that more than anything, just ask my son. I hope things work out for him, and I think they will because it sounds like he's got a lot of people routing for him.



egil - buck up little camper. Your "friends" will get over it. There will be other parties and other times to make things right. As for getting a girlfriend, you know, these things will come in time when you aren't expecting it to happen.



It really bothers me that some of you are feeling lonely. It seems like it's going around a lot lately, I mean, there must be something in the water... or something. Jeanie, For fuck's sake, woman! Sometimes I have to wonder what's wrong with men if they aren't lining up at your door asking to take you out. (I bet there'd be plenty of takers here on the forum if only everyone was in close proximity. ;) )



Anyway, I'm glad to be married - not trying to rub it in, but I am. I always have someone there for me and a warm bed at night. But 'stash will be the first to admit that when I'm ranting and bitching and moaning or blabbing about all things nonsensical (like I am here) he just smiles and nods - because that's what men do most of the time when a woman talks and talks, don't let them tell you any different). And when he smiles and nods and everything's going in one ear and out the other, sometimes that's enough for me to just get it all off my chest. It's all good.



Blah. blah blah blah.



And I haven't even had my special prescription codeine cough syrup yet.

whirlygirl Escribi�:

... when I'm ranting and bitching and moaning or blabbing about all things nonsensical (like I am here) he just smiles and nods - because that's what men do most of the time when a woman talks and talks, don't let them tell you any different). And when he smiles and nods and everything's going in one ear and out the other, sometimes that's enough for me to just get it all off my chest. It's all good.

that's like my raison de etre

whirlygirl Escribi�:

It really bothers me that some of you are feeling lonely. It seems like it's going around a lot lately, I mean, there must be something in the water... or something. Jeanie, For fuck's sake, woman! Sometimes I have to wonder what's wrong with men if they aren't lining up at your door asking to take you out. (I bet there'd be plenty of takers here on the forum if only everyone was in close proximity. ;) )

Well i'm not feeling lonely i was just in a bad mood yesterday. But ehm yeah well there are enough guys who would like to date me but i dont fancy any of them hahahaha.



Ah well...different subject.

I had the weirdest dream ever hahahaa.It was about the chems. Iw as dreaming i went to a gig but the venue was kinda weird , and it was almost empty.My mum was there also , and my friends. it took ages for them to come onstage and they started with a very weird song. Ow and Tom had long hair again but it was a very strange color. 8O 8O And Ed ( and this made ma laugh when i woke up big time ) was wearing a white shorts with red hearts on it X-D Well after the first strange song , there was something wrong and we had to go to the cafetaria and come back in one hour and thats when i woke up X-D

Jeanie Escribi�:

But ehm yeah well there are enough guys who would like to date me but i dont fancy any of them hahahaha.

Oh get over yourself Just cos you're pretty and you have a succulent backside you think everybody wants to date you.



Will you be my girlfriend? :'(

No }:-) I dont date guys who say mean things about me }:-)



Oooow shaun !! Hahaha X-D



Nways...i'm so stupid.First off all let's say that the DnB party of this weekend was very good. Like all the others. Well , i met this guy that i kinda like , but i had no time to ask for his nr / email / dnbforum name ( Cause my friend who puked all over the place really needed to go home ) so now , i dont even know his name , and he's so cute , this is already the 4th party i see him !!! I AM SO FUCKING STUPID.

8O I dream Again with Tom & Ed . Is the 3rd time in a week NOOOOO!!!....Somebody Help me !!! I�m starting to think i�m really in love with this boys (!)

HAHAHAHAAHAHA X-D X-D X-D X-D X-D X-D X-D X-D X-D

robot.mx Escribi�:

8O I dream Again with Tom & Ed . Is the 3rd time in a week NOOOOO!!!....Somebody Help me !!! I�m starting to think i�m really in love with this boys (!)

Hahahaha this made me laugh so much hahaahahahaha X-D X-D X-D X-D X-D X-D X-D

Jeanie Escribi�:

Well i'm not feeling lonely i was just in a bad mood yesterday.

The same goes for me :D i'm allright :)



MX please tell us about your dreams so we can figure out what they means :P :D

blame your puking friend on ruining your chance to talk to the guy. :D

woah jeanie, thats harsh about that little marco fella. hope he manages to get his trip away, a kid of that age def does not deserve that sort of shit.



i love nephews, its wicked you get to spoil them without having to tell them off, haha. heres some gratuitous pics of me and my nephew alfie:











there from when me and my sis took him to a mtorbike stunt show on holiday and he loved it!! he's well into his motorbikes anyway and whenever they drove passed he'd just clap wildly, and when the did wheelies he just started screaming 'wheelie! wheelie!' hehe aceness.



i only got 3 hours sleep, we went to see dave taylor from switch dj then we went to an afterparty in a restaraunt done up like a club - it was a den of depravity haha, but very cool. me a cool bloke with a gorgeous sister, and got invited to a party with them in a couple of weeks time - rock on!



monday tomorrow - bah }:-)