sneakerbeater Escribi�:

hhmmm just got home from my new years bash. probably the earliest i've come home from nye in the last 15 years!



dont know it getting more strange as im getting older. i've been very focused on making sure i have been with my friends the last few years. but i have been thirty something for three years now. and every year it seems to change. my best friends didn't come out for the first time this NYE, cos they have 2 children now. another couple of friend who i was with got very emotional tonight cos their having their first child and it was probably their last nye with everyone. i just feel like i'm getting on a bit these days. i want to hold on to the life i've had for the past decade, but things around me are changing which are out of control. i said to my girlfriend tonight that next year we should go to tunrmills next year. get back to basics. but i dont know i am a bit lost at the mo.



wish i had been there tonight. i really hope chem'd up made it tonight also.



mmmm time out from the ramblings of a drunk old man

I may be ten years younger, but I'm beginning to feel the same way myself, to be honest. So much pressure to settle down when I really want to hold onto this age and just cane it. But life moves on and we all have to make sure we move along with it. And make sure the things that are really important we hang on to, no matter what.