Darkstarexodus Escribi�:

No drugs, just booze, just scored the name and number of a sexy sexy girl. Good night. We'll see what this week brings.

When the fuck did I post this?



What the hell?



hahaha



Shit. I type well when drunk. Apparently.

Typing drunk is always an adventure. My wpm decreases dramatically!!



Last night I was a bit tipsy but managed to mend fences with an old friend whom I had a falling out with - so that is good... it feels good inside and it is like a weight has been lifted. I was never one for holding grudges but my big thing is reaching out when it all goes down badly. I figure the other person never wants to hear from me again - but that's me and those are bad issues I have regarding acceptance.



While I was on the phone with said friend, stash had the brilliant idea of trying to shoot snowball cookies out of an air gun. He was drunk of course. Needless to say stash's sister and I spent a good 20 minutes cleaning up the aftermath and there's still this residue of powdered sugar on my counter. But for a while there it looked like rock stars partied in our kitchen.

Darkstarexodus Escribi�:

Darkstarexodus Escribi�:

No drugs, just booze, just scored the name and number of a sexy sexy girl. Good night. We'll see what this week brings.

When the fuck did I post this?



What the hell?



hahaha



Shit. I type well when drunk. Apparently.

well you didn't lose her number did you?

GLAKO-FAHN Escribi�:

Darkstarexodus Escribi�:

Darkstarexodus Escribi�:

No drugs, just booze, just scored the name and number of a sexy sexy girl. Good night. We'll see what this week brings.

When the fuck did I post this?



What the hell?



hahaha



Shit. I type well when drunk. Apparently.

well you didn't lose her number did you?

No, that went into the phone immediately. If I ever lost my phone I would be so screwed. I know about two phone numbers and have the other 80 or so in my phone's address book. It would take forever to ever recover all those contacts.

Alright, missed my family's Xmas celebration out in the country because I fell asleep on the couch while watching Less Than Zero.



Decided to get wrecked in their absence, so, couldn't get ahold of any weed, didn't think to go get a bottle of wine, didn't want anything harder, so polished off about 3/4 cup = 12 tablespoonfuls of dextromethorphan cough syrup. The following is a trip log, the sequel to my oxycodone experiment a few months back. Might send this one into Erowid, although it's a little boring. Think I'll probably just end up getting drunk. Wish I had some codeine or pot. Or Ritalin. Or lots of other stuff.



Notes: Healthy (other than a wee bit of a head cold that is being fought off), 23 year old, 78 kg male. Setting is my home, primarily the basement. Nobody else is home at the moment, but will be within about 2 hours of ingestion. Experience with DXM before, esp. in combination with cannabis, but I don't think I've ever taken quite this much before. Most recent DXM experience was 10 tablespoonfuls + 4 Tylenol #3's with codeine about 3 weeks ago. Experience with a number of other intoxicants, both illegal and pharmaceutical in nature. Usually tolerate drugs well, esp. mentally. Always do research before taking anything. Spent the previous 3 hours drifting in and out of sleep on the couch.



T+0:00 (9:50 PM CST) Missed a family gathering because I fell asleep on the couch. Decided to get wasted instead. Looked through the medicine cabinet, nothing of interest (too bad I had no Oxycontins left). Couldn't get a hold of my weed dealer. No dice. Decided to polish off the remainder of the dextromethorphan cough syrup I had bought (for semi-legitimate purposes) a while back. Did some quick calculations to ensure safety, then polished off the 3/4 cup remaining, figuring this should be a pretty solid high second plateau dosage.



T+0:05 Stomach a bit queasy feeling from all the sorbitol. Definetly going to have a serious case of the sorbitol shits in a little bit. Took the DXM on an empty stomach so it shouldn't take more than about 30 minutes to start, I hope. My parents will probably get home just as I start hitting the peak. I plan to be faking passed out while a movie rolls on. While I had no problems getting that much cough syrup past my tastebuds, it has left a disgustingly sweet taste behind. Drinking water now to flush out the mouth and encourage the syrup's passage through the GI tract. Having problems typing but that's more because I'm being useless than any already-felt effects of the DXM.



T+0:10 Getting a couple rushes of chills. Hard to tell if it's very early effects or just because I'm sitting in the basement in t-shirt and boxers. Listening to 'Get Yourself High' by the Chemical Brothers. I just did. I hope.



T+0:20 Tunes are on as we play the waiting game. So far feel nothing other than a little jittery, again could be due to being cold and/or eager/anxious. Reading up more on DXM from William White's wonderful FAQ as hosted at Erowid.



T+0:25 Feeling the first hint of tingles in my scalp. Feel a bit sedated, but that is more likely that I'm still a bit groggy from napping away much of the evening.



T+0:40 Feeling the effects come on. Feel a bit stoned, like my mental ability was decreased by some 20 IQ points and about half-a-shake's response time and some mild nausea that should be able to contain itself. I hope.



T+0:45 Stoning becoming quite acute. Eyelids feel heavy, stomach somewhat not happy, but that I can cope with. Very, very, very mild closed eye flashes. Still no flanging or any aural effects.



T+0:50 Feeling a bit euphoric, feels like pressure on both of my temples, but good. Stomach is a bit touchy, but not as queasy as five minutes ago. Music seems a bit amplified, vision is a touch dodgy. Not quite double-vision yet, though.



T+1:00 Pretty stoned out of my box, but I've got the feeling that it won't go to much further than this. Really wish I had a bit of the old cannabis (my lungs don't though). After last weekend's acid escapade, this really seems kiddy-stuff and I think it's affecting my speech faculties more actually. Need to find something to potentiate things. Maybe a fat vodka?



T+1:05 Sorbitol shits. If it's safe for diabetics, it's safe for me. Anyone going in the washroom after me might just disagree. Face a bit flushed, eyes slightly glassy but pupils normal. Feel light and floaty. Can still walk a straight line but it takes a bit of effort. Typing is actually better now than before.



T+1:15 Kinda itchy in the neck and scalp. Still stoned but functional. Conversation on MSN, listening to some odd music.



T+1:25 Itching was bothering me so I took a Claritin (10 mg loratadine + 120mg pseudoephedrine) to relieve the symptoms. Serious sorbitol shits. High seems to have levelled out but music is still nice and pleasant.



T+1:30 Feeling a bit of a pleasant bloodrush feeling in my forehead. FC/Kahuna on the tunes.



T+1:40 Itchy like crazy. High mellowing out but I think that's because I'm focussed on chatting to a girl I know online. (The sexy South African has unfortunately reconvened with her boyfriend, but she's still coming snowboarding with us next weekend. We shall see.)



T+1:50 Returning back towards a slightly altered feeling of normal. Still itchy but not quite as bad.



T+1:55 A nice, speedy little high, no real flanging or anything crazy like I might have hoped. Just mixed a triple vodka and cranberry. Going to get battered tonight, looks like.



T+2:00 Vodka + cranberry = good. Some very nice Polish rye vodka, none of the cheap Smirnoff shit. Still feeling "affected" by the DXM, but I would have no problems talking to my parents or anyone else and no one would think anything other than maybe I'm a bit tired or have had two

drinks. Got goosebumps from head to toe.Shiverry and itchy but not necessarily in a bad way.



T+2:15 The alcohol seems to be bringing the buzz back. Want to be careful not to overdo it, as combined respiratory depressants is rarely a good idea. But another six ounces of so of vodka and we'll transition from high to drunk in a stately manner, then a lorazepam or so will transition me from laughing at 'That's My Bush" (I bought the series) to unconscious. Hangover likely to follow. Fucking sorbitol shits. I've had pisses more solid than this. At least the antihistamines are starting to work a bit. That pseudoephedrine I correlate with mild scalp tingle rushes. Happens when I drink energy drinks. I look a bit flushed.

sounds lonely :P

I think maybe next time I'll use the DXM cough syrup as a mix with my vodka. That might be interesting. Especially if it's a splifftastic night.



Really would like to have an MDMAmazing time sometime soon but it doesn't look like it's on the cards. Need new hookup and I really miss my old one. He was fucking cool, scoring me invites to underground invite-only raves and such.



And I was contemplating bringing the acid across the border with me because it's so easy to conceal, but I may have a South African national in the car with me, so that might not be a good idea with border police being the twats they often are. We'll see. Vodka does the trick though.



Minnesota, look out next weekend.

Talked to the Whirly and 'stash household via telephone for a few minutes. Very nice to get back in touch!



My parents just arrived home, I'm bombed, they don't seem to care, got another 5 ounce vodka in front of me. Received a nice gift from my cousin's girlfriend, of a 6-pack of Heinken and a travel guide from Lonely Planet, so that's actually not too bad a turnout. Booze + travel = me. Wish I'd been able to make it out there (or out anywhere), but then I wouldn't be posting in Buzzed Posting now, would I? A good night. With a little luck I'll polish the rest of the vodka off and have some Mippio-style auysghsajfhaiosfdjaoidfj in front of the keyboard to remind myself not to drink so much.



Still wish I had some leaves to puff, but I'm really happy. Christmas with no anxiety? Who woulda thought?



Cheers all! Have a good one, and when you tie one one, get in this thread. I'm looking at you, M'Chebne! And get Charlie on the board too!

It's like Marin Scorsese directed Dr. Zhivago over here!



missin you mang!

I'm fucking trashed. Just had a wicked convo with my mom but I'm ridiculousoly drunk right now. Waiting for her to go to bved sop I can mix another drink. Trashed.



Good times.



Quarter to threee in the morning, culd use another five ounces or so.



Not bothering to fix my typos. Wish I was in Laguna.



Cheers all.

It's currently about 12:45 am PST. Our son's going to be up in about 4 and a half hours and I don't care that I am still awake. Life's pretty damn good at the moment.



Happy anniversary, toomuch'stash.

We wish you were here in Laguna too!!!!

Bad habits die hard, I guess. After napping away most of the evening, was wide awake and watched the original cut of Apocalypse Now. Was beginning to get late and I work in the morning, so towards the end of the movie I poured myself a triple vodka and cranberry and insufflated two lorazepam and three clonazepam shortly thereafter. Not a good idea by anyone's standards, really, but I can't wait until these sedatives hit me like a truck. I will be going from sixty-to-unconscious in no time flat.



Can't wait until school is back and I can get back on the straight and narrow. Or until I can get a bit of the cannaby stuff.

And a cigarette. Nothing synergizes like nicotine. Actually had a couple drags with my mom while drunk last night and it was fine besides the disapproving look. When the nicotine rush is over, it's lights out.

Oh man was last night killer. Straight after work, went to pick up pizza and a bottle of wine with a buddy and head over to the twins' house. Polish the bottle of wine (2005 Casillero del Diablo by Concha y Toro, for those curious. I liked it) all to myself in less than 30 minutes. We then all head over to my place because we decided to go drunken tobogganing and my place is near the Floodway (a massive ditch built to divert the river and prevent the city from being flooded) which is a good tobogganing spot.



Drink my last couple ounces of vodka straight up then we settle in to watch the "War on Drugs" episode of That's My Bush while more and more people pile on over to my place. Finally, we go tobogganing, polish a six pack of Heineken and get a lot of drunken stupid antics and a whole lot of flirting up at the Floodway.



Then we head to a pub and get some pints in. Somehow I ended up buying a couple grams of weed, but I don't think I smoked any although I can't be too sure, to be honest. Get dropped off at home at some point, not sure when. Had to wake up for work at 7:30 AM, was still so drunk I almost literally crawled up the two flights of stairs to the shower.



Had a really good day at work though, was in a great mood. Once I got some food in me and sobered up. No hangover. Nice surprise.



I'm covered in bruises and welts though from falling off the toboggan and having downhill wars and hitting snowbanks and such. So worth it.

Hahaha, "You have to be high to want to do drugs!" X-D



That's My Bush "War On Drugs ecstasy episode was one of the funniest things ever aired on television!

It's just 1pm in the afternoon, and I'm contemplating something nice.

I mentioned somewhere else a friend got back from Tokyo and got me too much brand new music for the next one yr, n since I haven't gone into work yet, I think I'll just give it a skip. I've worked pretty hard this yr, and have actually lost out/ wasted 12 holidays I could have used, I can't believe that. It hit me just yesterday and felt very very bad.

To drop or not to drop now, that is the question?

I say jack the tab!

Drop : 30 mins back, just stepped outta a hot shower, was a bummer as i love the sid kicking under the shower alot, but couldnt wait to get out n get some spliffs ready. tho i'm gonna try skippin the spliffs the first night ever tonight. I tried last time too.

Empty stomach so should be tunin out soon tho dont feel anything yet.

Gonna be a discovering new music and appreciation night mostly. U never know tho.

Damn, I could have to be in work tomorrow morning, I hate cell phones. Absolutely totally fuckin hate em.

Anyone around?

np : Confront your demons - the first time. The beginnin!! YEY BABY! Later.