I wanted to post a little thing

After nearly 5 years of visiting this place a dream came true! No not meeting tom and ed.. I met Whirly and Makeskidskill! No not in reallife but through my ps3. I was quite surprised that Makeskidskill sended me an invite, so I thought lets accept it. And a huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuge star guitar logo showed up on my tv. Turned my headset on and tadadadaaaaa after 5 years I FINALLY!!!!!111111!!11 talked to them isn't that awesome :P for me it is. Lol you guys are such a cute couple, I immediatly discovered that. And I was a little nervous.. because they are the forumstars!

Well I haven't been on this place since a few months now, and some of you maybe know that I had some pretty shit times last year and at the end of 2007. I don't want to write down the whole story again because i'm tired now (see thats why I don't type english correctly veryly) and its long.. But i'm doing better! I finally discovered some things that I was struggling with for years. Well I have the Asperger Syndrome, some kind of autism. Its not easy for me to be social in reallife and so on.. And thats the reason why I was depressive the last 2 years. I've been talkin with a psychologist now for almost a year, and it really helps me. I always was a quiet person in life, and now talk so much since I have contact with the psychologist. I am much more social, and it feels so good! I have found some good friends now (finally) who understand me. BUT i'm still feeling not well, just because last year was a year that changed everything, its all so much. "And everything just needs its time" And i'm still struggling with it, and I sometimes see things to negative, but yeah I need to see that everything is better than last year! Which is a difficult task.. but i'm not giving up the fight i'm going to pass the (acid) test :P

Anyway thanks for inviting me Makeskidskill (I forgot your name because i'm so tired.. is it mike?) Really fun to see Mia running around haha. And you guys look like twenty.. jesus not 37 haha. Mia's pretty cute! Anyway i'm off to bed.

p.s. we need to play some cod5 soon man makeskidskill!

x

haha thats pretty awesome. Todays technology is truly great sometimes :)

Forumstars??? What the? I thought I am? Hm :\

Nice thing though! A ps3-cali-nether-connection!

And i thought those infernal consoles were meant to play around with them...

Julius, forumstar or not, you do know that you are the #1 German Chemical fan by default, right?

I got stiff competition here in the U.S.A. But don't worry that will all change soon... [addimage]http://smiliesftw.com/x/dd2rea_th.gif[/addimge]

We're all forumstars. GOLD STARS FOR ALL!

I'm glad you're doing better Den_B!

ha what a fuckin loser.

SONY....Bringing friends together since 1946!

No, YOU'RE a loser, Iggy! :-p

No gold star for you! Now go sit in the corner.

What a bizarre thread. I don't even know what to say. I guess it's secretly everyone's dream to meet Jim/MIa. o_O

Awwww! I'm all kinds of flattered Den_B! It was so good to 'meet' you, and hear the voice behind the name. You caught me in rare form polishing my shoes, haha! Hopefully one day we can meet again, but face to face (I'll be sure my shoes are polished beforehand :lol: )

Anyway - I know you've been through some really difficult, devastating times and it takes an immense amount of courage to post what you did up there. Honestly. It takes a lot of strength to do what you're doing privately and with your close friends - all of it gives you the tools you need on your lifelong path to realizing who you are and what you are capable of. You're a good guy, Den_B. You deserve to be happy, and you should be proud of yourself and the progress you've made.

Awwww, ForumMommy! YEAH!

I hope they'll come to Paris someday, because if I have to wait til I get a PS3 to "meet" them, I'll never meet them.

blimey, fair play for posting that up den, very brave.

fwiw ive always enjoyed your company when ive met you and im glad your seeing some resolution to your situation.

thumbs up lad :)

Oh shit, I should have probably read his post before being such a c*nt :red face: My apologies Den_B

@Den_B: Once again, man, your post made me smile. It's great to see people making progress with their lives, being successful, moving forward. I remember getting a few e-mails from you when you were having quite the rough time and it worried me a bit. But it's awesome your life is going in a positive direction!

dont worry iggy, i still love you.

(thread hijack)everytime i listen to the supermayer remix of tiergarten i think of you :D (/thread hijack)

well I just hope you don't listen to it naked in your olive oil paddling pool.

@MadPooter: thanks man! i've sended you tons of emails last year haha, miss you man wish we could meet again someday! How are you doing? And hows Alexis?

@Mippio: thanks! It was always fun talking to you man in Amsterdam and Antwerp, I remember that I was talking to you before the gig started in Antwerp about cd's music and stuff. Good times man. I need to check out that Baby Charles album, you have some mixes up? Meeting Tom and Ed backstage was a really great experience and made me feel ALOT better!

and thanks for all the replies! Had a shit day today.. this f*cking autism sucks the energy out of you.. It's just annoying how hard it is for me to socialize with people, finding the words etc. oh well not every day is good, tomorrow will be better :)

yo den, nah no mixes up, but you can get the baby charles album from itunes etc :) ive actually got some more tuneage on the go again, so watch this space ;) antwerp was indeed good times - i dont think ill ever forget playing wii tennis with tom n eds mii's!

@ iggy - what do u know about the oilve oil!!!!

hehe yeah playing wii with tom and ed was awesome haha! I pwnd ED! HA! But tom did beat me tough..